Posted by: iseeall
on Oct 13, 2009
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HAHA
to boldly toke
Posted by: iseeall
on Sep 20, 2009
Posted by: iseeall
on Jul 14, 2009
I haven't had any break downs in awhile. And I realized last night while porting over all my old stuff that I haven't since before I got fired from the devil company. What does that mean? It means that being out of work, money tight, and being sued, that things are still better than going to work at that shit hole every day...
thats fucked up...
Posted by: iseeall
on Feb 03, 2009
not starting the week off well. 2 days in and both days an episode on the drive in. usually they are not that frequent. don't remember what set it off yesterday but today was "just another day in paradise." This one seems out of pattern from the others. all the others had the distinct theme of not missing opportunities, continuing at all odds, being the best. This one wasn't. This one had the theme of no matter how bad it is its still paradise. Not sure if it is anything or if i am just exhausted. Sleep was not my friend last night. I woke around 2:30 and could not sleep. I ended up keeping the wife awake for a long time. I eventually got up so she could sleep, watched a movie and did a bunch of work. Around 5 finally figured i should go to sleep since i had to get up soon. Laid down and still couldn't get back to sleep for awhile. When i did finally it was on and off.
So tired.
i keep asking my wife whats wrong cause it seems something is different. haven't really had close time in over a week. she never sleeps in pajamas and all of the sudden every night now she does. Maybe its just that cold. Maybe i am looking too much into it.
She says nothings wrong, and I should know by now to just believe her when she says it. If something were wrong she would tell me. I am guessing there isn't anything wrong other than the normal stress of we don't make enough money and the kid being sick. I think its just me. It will pass. It always does. Just need to get out this weekend to hit golf balls or something. Get in the sun a little bit. See if that helps. Running in the dark in the morning and leaving work when the sun is down isn't really helping me.
Posted by: iseeall
on Jan 28, 2009
I started seeing a dr to get help for some issues i have. as we know, help isn't cheap. i can't afford to see him 4 times a month at 35 per. I was then referred to another dr for medicine evaluation. Another 35. Prescription written. With insurance. 60 a month. i can't do 200 a month just to feel better. And it seems to be causing issues at home. the wife seems ... distant i guess is the word when i come home from these appointments.
I should have never gone to see that dr in the first place. its not worth causing more stress to my wife over money, and definitly not worth feeling like she is distanced from me.
not even a little bit worth it.
